Jumat, 23 Mei 2008

minggu yang penuh keteledoran

pelajaran utama pekan ini adalah fokus dan kekuatan afirmasi.

senin siang:
alhamdulillah selesei juga tugas karier sebelum dzuhur, baru mulai dikerjakan pukul sebelas (padahal sudah ditugaskan dari beberapa pekan lalu). setelah di save ke ftp, setengah berlari aku ke comlabs (panas juga senin siang itu). sampai di kompie print no 1, filenya g bisa dibuka. astagfirullah.. buru-buru balik lagi ke jurusan untuk mengambil plesdis (niatnya..). sampai di kompie lab von neumann yang tadi kupakai, tak nampak plesdis menempel di portnya. panik, kucari di tas. seketika aku teringat, penny sudah ku kantongi dari tadi. X<

selasa sore:
belum satu menit aku naik angkot kalapa-dayeuhkolot (perjalanan dari rumah ke asrama ceritanya), panik (lagi..) karena buku sakti TA tertinggal di rumah. "kiri depan pak, baru naik nih, g usah bayar ya?" kataku cepat-cepat pada pak supir (semoga beliau ridha, maaf..). baru saja kututup telp minta dicarikan buku dan dibawakan ke jalan depan (baru naik ko itu beneran), buku bersampul merah itu ternyata terselip di antara map dan kumpulan kertas. mba dea tertawa puas, kakanya puas malu.

masih selasa sore:
sms terakhir adikku, 'malu-maluin aja!! ka, liat jepit ungu nd g? mau dipake g keliatan nih daritadi'. deugh! lupa, jepit itu masih nempel di rambutku.. maaf ya, nd..

kamis siang:
masih sempet chatting,
L: gan, lu dicari pembimbing tuh
G: seus? gw mang g mampir2 k jur uy
(lama g dibalas.. bikin stress aja)
L: bcanda gw, heuheu
G: (dudul) temennya 'kencing berlari' ngerjain TA, masih sempet bercanda ya??
L: (ding)

kamis malam:
innalillahi.. plesdisku ketinggalan di teh euis. ngacirlah aku ke daeah pusdai jam 8 malam. angkotnya ngetem lama.. banyak berhenti di antara gang-gang sepanjang jalan.. sepi.. astagfirullah, semoga g terulang harus keluar malam sendirian (g tega mau minta temenin akhwat asrama, pada cape abis ujian..). guys, g terbiasa mem-back up langsung seluruh pekerjaan komputerisasi dapat menyebabkan ketergantungan pada alat tertentu, seperti aku tentunya =P

fokus, gan.. fokus!!

alhamdulillah masih menyisakan semangat dari efek afirmasi. re-charge motivasi dan menjauhi hal negatif penting lho. pembicaraan terakhir pekan ini dengan bapak menguatkan rasa dan harapanku, yakin bahwa dukungan keluarga adalah keniscahyaan. saat manis atau pahit, dan menghadapi yang nyata. tempat kembali di tengah kelelahan, tempat berbagi kebahagiaan.

hanya jika Allah ridha, hanya jika Allah ridha.

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Kaditu kadieu,
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Tegang juga, serasa dikejar kereta ekspres.

Tp setidaknya selalu ada penguat rasa dan harapan.

Dalam masa-masa TA mah harus samapta, ilang fokus mah udah aja,,riweuh-riweuh,pas gt teh kerasa bgt adrenalin teh..

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